So once before I lost a friend because of something her boyfriend kept saying about me, calling me names and talking trash. She was my best friend for 8 years, and wouldnt even stand up for me. She took his side. I couldnt continue on having a friend like that so we stopped all communication. :( This time the friend is actually standing up for me, but mentioned she wouldn't lose another friend over a guy. I don't want her to break up with her boyfriend by any means, but I am glad that she stood up for me. A while back a member of my family's boyfriend trash talked my marriage on facebook, nothing good resulted from that either.
What I don't understand is, why do so many people say hurtful things when I know my husband would never talk about my friends that way. Do people not understand that words do indeed hurt people? I would be livid if DJ talked about my friends the way some of my friends bf's have talked about me. Even DJ's family talks bad about me, which I have come to the conclusion they are just jealous but I still am a person and have feelings that can be hurt sometimes...
Maybe I will realize one day why people have to be so darn mean. :(
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Men are Pigs!!!!!
So I had to go to this one gas station that I never go to, because I had 2 gas cards for there. And might I note that I am wearing a dress today because its hot outside and its a cute dress. I never wear dresses and this is exactly why:
I pulled up at the gas station and got out my gas cards, loaded one into the machine and preceded to pump the first $10. Meanwhile, a bunch of trucks full of men that were, I'm assuming construction or power line workers, because of their bright green vests they were wearing pulled up. I got stares, howls, whistles, and comments that were very inappropriate.
Well it was just my luck that once the first card went through, it wouldn't accept my second card. So I put the cap back on my gas thing, and left the door open since I have to push a button from the inside to reopen it, and went inside the gas station (but not without this old man telling me, hellooo). I told the lady my problem and it took like 5 minutes for her to figure out why it wasn't working so meanwhile I was holding up the line and turned around politely to tell the people behind me that it was gonna be a while, and the guy responded (not one of the workers from earlier, a completely different man) "Im not in any hurry, its hot outside and I like it in here behind you" UGH. GROSS.
FINALLY, the lady got my card to work and she scanned it for me. I walked out the doors to head toward my car and of course the worker guy was "trying to be helpful" and was like "you left your door open, let me get that for you" I then told him sternly that I needed more gas and that I can take care of everything myself!!! I will never return to that place again!!!
Nope, its not over... I was on my lunch at work so of course I needed to get some food. I went to chick-fil-a because one of my good friends had gotten me a gift card from there for my birthday that I needed to use. I walked in ordered my food, no problem. I sat down started eating when 2 different couples came in and sat at tables behind me. Every time the guy would get up he would stare at me and his girlfriend had to notice!! When I went to take my tray to the trash, I was beginning to think my dress was stuck in my underwear because like 3 people with their gfs or wives sitting with them locked their eyes on me. Seriously guys, your girl is sitting right there with you and you cant pay attention to her because some random girl is wearing a dress.
I am just thankful my husband is too lazy to pump his own gas and mine so I know he isn't offering to pump any other ladies gas!!! HA.
I pulled up at the gas station and got out my gas cards, loaded one into the machine and preceded to pump the first $10. Meanwhile, a bunch of trucks full of men that were, I'm assuming construction or power line workers, because of their bright green vests they were wearing pulled up. I got stares, howls, whistles, and comments that were very inappropriate.
Well it was just my luck that once the first card went through, it wouldn't accept my second card. So I put the cap back on my gas thing, and left the door open since I have to push a button from the inside to reopen it, and went inside the gas station (but not without this old man telling me, hellooo). I told the lady my problem and it took like 5 minutes for her to figure out why it wasn't working so meanwhile I was holding up the line and turned around politely to tell the people behind me that it was gonna be a while, and the guy responded (not one of the workers from earlier, a completely different man) "Im not in any hurry, its hot outside and I like it in here behind you" UGH. GROSS.
FINALLY, the lady got my card to work and she scanned it for me. I walked out the doors to head toward my car and of course the worker guy was "trying to be helpful" and was like "you left your door open, let me get that for you" I then told him sternly that I needed more gas and that I can take care of everything myself!!! I will never return to that place again!!!
Nope, its not over... I was on my lunch at work so of course I needed to get some food. I went to chick-fil-a because one of my good friends had gotten me a gift card from there for my birthday that I needed to use. I walked in ordered my food, no problem. I sat down started eating when 2 different couples came in and sat at tables behind me. Every time the guy would get up he would stare at me and his girlfriend had to notice!! When I went to take my tray to the trash, I was beginning to think my dress was stuck in my underwear because like 3 people with their gfs or wives sitting with them locked their eyes on me. Seriously guys, your girl is sitting right there with you and you cant pay attention to her because some random girl is wearing a dress.
I am just thankful my husband is too lazy to pump his own gas and mine so I know he isn't offering to pump any other ladies gas!!! HA.
Saturday, July 16, 2011
It's just too hard
So just to update everyone on my situation. I am being forced to choose between getting a school loan to pay for school or working at my office. Beings as I cannot afford to pay for school without the loan so regrettably I have to leave my office.
This has been the hardest thing for me to cope with because I never expected I wouldn't be working there this year. I love the people I work with and they will always be part of my family. I know time heals all wounds but these past few days have been filled with so much sadness I don't know how I will get past it. I know God always has a plan for me, I just wish I knew what it was for the time being.
I have only a few weeks left with these wonderful people and I am going to make sure they are the best weeks I have ever spent there. Plus, its not like I wont ever see them again I will be attending school right upstairs from their office and know I could stop by at any time. But it just wont be the same not seeing them 2-3 days a week.
I cant even finish this blog, its just too hard.
This has been the hardest thing for me to cope with because I never expected I wouldn't be working there this year. I love the people I work with and they will always be part of my family. I know time heals all wounds but these past few days have been filled with so much sadness I don't know how I will get past it. I know God always has a plan for me, I just wish I knew what it was for the time being.
I have only a few weeks left with these wonderful people and I am going to make sure they are the best weeks I have ever spent there. Plus, its not like I wont ever see them again I will be attending school right upstairs from their office and know I could stop by at any time. But it just wont be the same not seeing them 2-3 days a week.
I cant even finish this blog, its just too hard.
Friday, July 15, 2011
Stressed about School...
So if you read my blog or know me at all then you know that I just graduated Dental Assisting School in May and am starting Dental Hygiene School in the fall. It is very expensive and as much as DJ and I tried to prepare we just didn't save enough money and the loans they are offering me wont even cover my instruments. (Which still leaves tuition, books, supplies, etc.)
I am trying to get a second job on campus at the local library working nights. That really disappoints me because I like to go to yoga, body pump, pilates and more at the local gym. I have my "gym buddies" there and my life would be forever changed if I didn't get to see them on a regular basis. But I have to do what I have to do to pay for school and keep us "afloat" if you catch my drift.
I can't decide if I would wanna leave my job in the HR/Payroll office (I have worked here almost 2 years) because they are lowering my pay by almost $1 because since I'm a Henderson student they pay their student less even though I will still be working on the WKCTC campus. (It was a shock for me, trust me) I'm just am having a hard time because I don't wanna be doing the same job, making $1 less than everyone else on this campus. Over the 2 semesters I would lose $400 or have theoretically worked 45 hours with no pay from this $1 shortage. When I figured that out it really was like oh gosh, I don't know if I wanna do that.
But if I got a job outside of school, I would have to stand and wait on customers probably and wouldn't be able to do my homework or ask off for school at the last minute. If I hated the outside job and quit, I would be out of luck. But with this job on campus it's through next May so that's more of a secure job. I am definitely comparing pros and cons of the whole situation but I don't have much time to decide.
If anyone has any advice for me, it would be greatly appreciated.
I am trying to get a second job on campus at the local library working nights. That really disappoints me because I like to go to yoga, body pump, pilates and more at the local gym. I have my "gym buddies" there and my life would be forever changed if I didn't get to see them on a regular basis. But I have to do what I have to do to pay for school and keep us "afloat" if you catch my drift.
I can't decide if I would wanna leave my job in the HR/Payroll office (I have worked here almost 2 years) because they are lowering my pay by almost $1 because since I'm a Henderson student they pay their student less even though I will still be working on the WKCTC campus. (It was a shock for me, trust me) I'm just am having a hard time because I don't wanna be doing the same job, making $1 less than everyone else on this campus. Over the 2 semesters I would lose $400 or have theoretically worked 45 hours with no pay from this $1 shortage. When I figured that out it really was like oh gosh, I don't know if I wanna do that.
But if I got a job outside of school, I would have to stand and wait on customers probably and wouldn't be able to do my homework or ask off for school at the last minute. If I hated the outside job and quit, I would be out of luck. But with this job on campus it's through next May so that's more of a secure job. I am definitely comparing pros and cons of the whole situation but I don't have much time to decide.
If anyone has any advice for me, it would be greatly appreciated.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Today needs Prayers!
Today is a prime example of why you should be thankful for what you have because you never know what tomorrow will bring.
My long time childhood friend, Lindsey, lost her husband and the father to her three children yesterday in a motorcycle accident. I don't have all the details, because I know how hard it is for her and I don't want to pry and make things worse. What you can do is say a tiny prayer for her family and yours, because you need to cherish every moment you have with your family. May she hold onto the memories and be strong for her kids.
I am guilty of taking advantage of my husband sometimes. When we fight, I stay mad longer than I should just to prove a point. I know a tragedy shouldn't have had to happen to make me realize that life is short but sometimes that's what it takes.
I am not going to lie, I would be lost without DJ. He makes sure we are financially stable while I am in school, and takes care of me when I need someone. He is truly my best friend and I love him very much. I am only going to make our relationship better by trying to change a few things about how I treat him. Maybe with this little effort, the time we have together will be 500 times better. Because I don't know what tomorrow will bring but if tomorrow never comes I want today to be the best day.
Another good friend of mine, Brittany A, lost her dad to a heart attack 2 days ago. May they find peace in their hearts to help them through this trying time. I remember many nights of staying at Brittany's and eating dinner with her family. He will never be forgotten as memories live on forever. I am here for you girl if you need anything at all.
My other friend, Heather, and her boyfriend got a small puppy named Riley and he is suffering from Parvo now. It seems like the 2 litters from the mother are all sick with the virus. May they not suffer long and finally rest in peace.
A lady that I work with in my office at the college found a lump in her breast at her last exam. I pray that it is not serious. May God be with her today at her appointment and watch over her. I don't know that much about breast cancer but I hope that I don't have to find out about it.
If you walk away with anything from this blog, please take this: **Be thankful for what you have today, because tomorrow it could be gone.**
My long time childhood friend, Lindsey, lost her husband and the father to her three children yesterday in a motorcycle accident. I don't have all the details, because I know how hard it is for her and I don't want to pry and make things worse. What you can do is say a tiny prayer for her family and yours, because you need to cherish every moment you have with your family. May she hold onto the memories and be strong for her kids.
I am guilty of taking advantage of my husband sometimes. When we fight, I stay mad longer than I should just to prove a point. I know a tragedy shouldn't have had to happen to make me realize that life is short but sometimes that's what it takes.
I am not going to lie, I would be lost without DJ. He makes sure we are financially stable while I am in school, and takes care of me when I need someone. He is truly my best friend and I love him very much. I am only going to make our relationship better by trying to change a few things about how I treat him. Maybe with this little effort, the time we have together will be 500 times better. Because I don't know what tomorrow will bring but if tomorrow never comes I want today to be the best day.
Another good friend of mine, Brittany A, lost her dad to a heart attack 2 days ago. May they find peace in their hearts to help them through this trying time. I remember many nights of staying at Brittany's and eating dinner with her family. He will never be forgotten as memories live on forever. I am here for you girl if you need anything at all.
My other friend, Heather, and her boyfriend got a small puppy named Riley and he is suffering from Parvo now. It seems like the 2 litters from the mother are all sick with the virus. May they not suffer long and finally rest in peace.
A lady that I work with in my office at the college found a lump in her breast at her last exam. I pray that it is not serious. May God be with her today at her appointment and watch over her. I don't know that much about breast cancer but I hope that I don't have to find out about it.
If you walk away with anything from this blog, please take this: **Be thankful for what you have today, because tomorrow it could be gone.**
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Snooping.... Are You?!
So looks like I have someone in particular that I do not like very much snooping around and reading my blog. Not that I post many things but I have a feeling that the last post (which is now removed) was read and that certain went crazy as usual.
Don't do things that you will later regret, because I could care less who knows that you did that to me. This is MY blog, if you don't like it... please remove yourself from life my life permanently. We have had many failed attempts of this before and I would like this one to be successful. Counting on the fact that you will read my blog... please take a freaking hint and GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!
Don't do things that you will later regret, because I could care less who knows that you did that to me. This is MY blog, if you don't like it... please remove yourself from life my life permanently. We have had many failed attempts of this before and I would like this one to be successful. Counting on the fact that you will read my blog... please take a freaking hint and GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Nail Polish Swap hosted by the Chatty Brunette
Head over to Chatty Brunettes blog and join in on the fun! Instructions are on her page..
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